Back in Action!

WOWOWOW! I can't BEGIN to say how much has happened since my last blog...2006 2007?? really? I don't have to say how busy Ive been, two sets of twins, all BOYS and that should end it all! But really, life has been soooooooo busy for me that I can only stop on bended knee to Thank Him for his blessings! Reading back I am brought to tears at how much emotion I had pent up during my childless years.....big sigh....long winded sigh....but how far I've come since then. It is all one big dream and yet I wake up every morning and its MY dream called Life!

So, I've decided to resume my Blogging at this point because things have actually "settled down" and also in part because I've been using other social media outlets and find myself either wanting to share my tips and/or asking for tips and realized I could do BOTH on one Blog and/or via my Page on Facebook. I'm tweaking my Page and Blog and after some soul searching, I'm NOT going to delete my old Blog posts...its out there folks! :D

I'm trying to add a Like Button to my page and working feverishly to do it soon!

WOW, time flies when you're having fun

WOW, I really have been lost in mama land...

I am happy to report though that, life is good. I'm on the eve of life as I know it in my thirties. I have 3 wonderful men in my life, Daddy & two beautiful sons. I am also happy to report that I am in the midst of IVF cycle #2. I have a few more days before ER and then of course, our 5 day blast transfer.

This one will be short & sweet. It is late and I'm tanked. Will report on the many many other changes in my life that have occured since I last posted. Until then, ta ta...

Long time no see

Has it really been that long? Wow...ok. so an update of pics of the boys would be nice. Oh, and I'm in almost all of them. Making up for lost time. I'm always the photog and never the model...tables have turned ;)

Christmas pics...

Sometimes its harder to post than to just sit mindlessly, surf the net or to read other peoples posts.....Then there are some times when I need to spill everything I have in my head and heart into some other forum. Pics do the job well.

This is the time of year that I used to spend wildly on others. Some would say that I was trying to conceal my pain. Still other would probably say I was trying to live vicariously through others children... For me, I say it was my way of coping with the pain and the loneliness. I gave with my heart always. Still, the many many years that I lived (although I'm not sure I can say that I actually "lived" I would prefer to say that I merely existed) without children seem distant now. I can barely remember them. Although I know in my heart that I ached, somehow this year all those feelings, the pain, the sorrow, the deep aching, yearning for more seem all but a fading memory.

This year, I'm happy to say that I have a home filled wih love and joy. This home that used to be but an empty shell, filled with unrequieted hopes & dreams. This home, I can safely now call my heart.

They say a picture is worth a thousand words? I have a few choice words I can think of....all of which will remain in my heart. Breathing (or typing) these words would almost make them seem less significant. Seeing the pics, you'll see I don't have to say one word.

Ah yes, another year

So I turned a year older on Sunday. 38 wonderful blissful years. NOT. In reality, only this year has been filled with some of my life's most wonderful joys. Some of the greatest years of my life?

1987 I graduated High School
1988 Went to study abroad, France
1989 Went to study in Mexico and then went to Canada to party
1990 Went back to study in Mexico
1991 I graduated College
1992 Went back abroad to study at La Sorbonne in Paris.
December of that same year, I met my love, my best friend, my life, Eloy
1998 Married
1999 London, Paris
Later that same year, Mexico City
2000 Cancun






2006 I became a mom.
Each and every day since then, BLESSED with two healthy wonderful boys and ONE great awesome husband.

And a wonderful, generous and giving Mother that people can only WISH that they could have.....

Seriously.

Autumn, Fall, Harvest moons

Recent pics... Shades are compliments of recent Lasik eye surgery. I couldn't remove them..eyes were too sensitive...

Le chauve-souris bebe et chevalier de la nuit

My heaven on earth!