my 2 week wait

Well, we're pretty much done with the "bd" weekend; Im unsure about my actual O date b/c my temp dropped today; I think its what they call a "fallback rise" and tomorrow hopefully I'll see a temp rise like it should. I was a little unnerved this week; first after my doc visit when he said no IUI; I had an 18mm and two smaller 1o and 11mm follicles; 18mm should've been about 20-22 by Saturday. As much as I don't want to obsess I'll prob be looking for every sign I can from now til Turkey day. DH wants a baby soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly, I don't want to let him down; It's not like before, in 2000 when he seemed to be going through the motions but not "into" it like now, Im happy. well, it's been a long weekend! I turned 36 and I've decided that's it, from now on when someone asks me how old I am, I'm 36 (10 years from now, I'll be 36!) YES, I've decided. . . . . .